I am so glad that i m finally done with proj. after such a long long while. life's been pretty hectic. tests, projs, more test. and i realise tt somehow i became lazier / stupider this sem :s anyway, hols start in 8 weeks! need to start calling out for job real soon. i dun wanna stay at home to rot and if i work, i can save up more for grad trip! :D

oh anyway, i actually gt nothing to update. still hanging online only because i need to wait for my vids to be converted! and i seriously need to go upgrade my lappy's HDD. oh btw, my lappy DONT need reformatting! haha. other than the occasional screw ups, its fine :D


i am pretty lazy to update. hence i shall type a short entry b4 i go take nap again! (i just woke at 12+ and now its oni 2pm and i am tired again. ahaha)

went school on friday for palm reading with master khor! initially only wanted to do a $10 reading just for fun but somehow when he suggested do full analysis, i said ok :( anyway, he said that i am a gloabl person who will meet and work with people from every part of the world. i am those who thrive in places with people. the more the better. emotional, strong willed are both my weakness and strengths. however, i am often misunderstood by pple. r/s wouldn't be smooth and most likely to have non local (aka exotic as quoted by him) gfs. LOL. i often have bad judgement hence need to seek 2nd opinion from frens and family! not bad la. i went just for fun only anyway :D

yest was vday and as usual i need to give tuition! haha. quite boring as usual budden no choice huh. after tt went hm for dinner and cab down to bouna vista. in the end i realised i shouldnt have wasted the $10 cab fare since they were already prepared to wait for me at the coffee shop there! arggg... anyway, we headed down to demsey for wine!!! haha. 1st time i actually drank wine. sparking red wine - Lambrusco Reg NV. initially tasted very sparkling budden after awhile it taste like red wine. haha. not bad drink la. demsey's a pretty nice place i must say. alot of small little shops to chill and pple watch. haha. after that we went holland v for supper! crystal jade have very very nice mango puddling! :)

yeps. that's all. bed's calling out for me! haha :D ciaos....


haha. nice game. i finally reached level 64!!! :D

try it out at:
http://www.kongregate.com/games/Ninjakiwi/bloons-tower-defense-3


haha. the past few days was really hectic. hence i m pretty happy i dun actually have lessons the whole of this wk! :)
anyway, met up for proj in the middle of this wk. glad tt we are actually making good progress!
must work harder to make sure it's ok b4 all the tests and projs pour in
went ding tai feng for randy's bday! had the fa cai yu sheng there too! :D
after that its down to river ang bao at the floating platform. nothing spectacular but still a gd attempt cos u can actually feel abit of the atmosphere there
yesterday morning was spent sleeping at hm. i think the min sleep this wk had been causing all the irritating headaches :(
went for tuition and den its down to shi rong's place for some fun + sleep-over
oh oh. finally had a chance to play cards. ok. it's not poker but at least its cards! haha
hmmm... i missed out on eventiers' steamboat! haha
we had steamboat at chinatown b4 heading down to chinatown point swensen for dessert!
the swensen's pretty awesome and it's enuff to satisfy my sweet tooth :)
ok. shall upload the pics when i have time! haha
for now, i shall pop 1 more panadol and get some rest! damn the headaches :s


It's finally cny! the season of receiving ang baos, giving greetings and blessings and meeting up wif peeps! :D
well, this is 1 of the few years whereby i actually spend cny in singapore
at least part of cny la. cos i usually will go back m'sia
spending cny in singapore is .... erm. boring? i spent most of my day watching tv and napping?
most of my frens are out visiting relatives and hence no1 to go out with
budden again it arent that bad cos can spend sometime with family (which i m sad to admit i seldom do)
oh. i caught the wedding bells today. it wasnt spectacular but it arent that bad
it's a singapore production so what do you expect? :D
oh oh. lets hope i can find some place to go and haut during the rest of the wk! :)
everybody have a great cny kkz!
HUAT AHHHH! :)


oh damn. i m so freaking bored nw that i decided to blog! i was so bored tt i played texas on FB and lost every single penny of the $200k i had, irritate a few pple on FB, web trawl for vid converter for itouch.. oh. nw i know y i m bored already! cos i just finished watching season 2 of Heroes and i cant find a converter to convert the season 3 AVI files into MP4!!!! argg... irritating. i shall attempt to search again tml since i m totally not in the mood to do anything except stone...

cny is fast approaching and somehow i dun feel the festive season mood! why??? hiaz. i thought i jus have to go back m'sia for 1 day budden again it seems like its nt possible :( and i didnt really shop much. only got 1 shirt, 1 polo t and 1 tee shirt! no new pants / shoes or any other things. cant seem to find any nice 1s la. oh oh. i was out just now and we went to eat at Spageddies. I ate there once eons ago and it was good. sadly, tonight's food was horrendous. my dinner was fish and chicken combo. the fish was overly deep fried and the fish doesnt taste fresh while the chicken was hard and tasteless. Only the dessert was nice. Well, if i ever go there again, i think i will just stick to what they are famous for -- pizzas. After dinner, we went shopping! or rather the ladies went shopping while i just hang ard. haha. everywhere was super crowded with pple trying to do last min shopping! haha. typical singaporeans la. oh oh. come to think of it, there are actually things which i want to get!



nice right? haha. too bad they dun ship to singapore and i cant find sprees on this :D ok. anyway, i shall go and do research 4 proj. at least tt is some useful way to kill boredom :D tata!




xoxo


here's something which warms my heart
and rid me of tiredness
here goes the piece of art


I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321

Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed




PS : I certainly had a hard week, and i dun forsee the road ahead to be much easier
My sincere apologies to all those concerned
That decision didnt come easy....


I was presented with an ultra diff decision to make
i knew that whichever decision i make, it will not be to every1's satisfaction
hence i spent a huge chunk of my Sunday deciding and pondering what's the best option
and how to put across the news in the most accurate and concise manner, yet diplomatic
it certainly is a hard decision to make
and let's hope i do not regret the choice i made
for making this decision certainly is difficult and comes at a high price...


i have freaking 1 wk of lesson this wk and i mean mon to sat!
i have been to sch so often tt it seems like my 2nd hm
anyway, i went down to Gab's stall 2day! its so damn far away can
budden me being me, gg home too early will mean i will just waste my time sleeping so mus as well drop by
the food's not too bad :)

oh anyway, i realised too many flaws in myself. oh damn
not tt i really care about wat pple says. budden again, its not tt gd to be neither here nor there
let's hope i can attempt to change 4 the better
deep down i know tt i was a good man. but things & circumstances changed and i know i arent anywhere close
mayb few months down the road things will change :)

on a side note, i tink i m gg mad soon. i m not leaving the kind of life i want to live
i m not being the person i wan / aspires to be!
i m just an empty shell. there are too many things which could not be said out.
too many things to be done. in short, life sucks.
there are certainly happy moments but i tink the sucky times are much more then any others

oh well, i shall 4get about all these and strive towards living the american dream!
lets hope by den the economy is starting to recover and my parents wont miss me so much
and let me go and live the dream for 5 months!
tt would be exciting!
time to learn to be independent and meet new ppple! :)
has always been wanting to meet more pple, do more exciting stuff
this dream shall keep me gg (and waking up at unearthly hrs to go 4 morning lectures!)
till den....
chaos :)





xoxo,
the american dreamer